For anyone who has ever wondered if the messiness of love is worth it…
Opening ourselves to love means
Taking down the walls around our hearts,
And leaving our hearts vulnerable.
A vulnerable heart does not simply risk being hurt,
It will be hurt.
Love is not safe.
I am imperfect.
You are imperfect.
We love each other imperfectly.
We hurt each other.
So why take the risk? Why love?
Because in the broken down, messiness of vulnerability,
While we wade through the pain of sharp words
and the loneliness of being misunderstood,
we are met with the healing balm of forgiveness.
While we journey down an unexplored, windy path
Sometimes hand in hand, sometimes with our backs to each other,
We find something truly magical.
When we leave safety behind
We find truth.
The truth we are loved, exactly as we are; broken and imperfect.
We leave safety behind to find something immeasurably better.
We find LOVE abounding in grace and hope.
We find we were not safe before, we were simply numb.
Numbness is comforting.
Numbness means not feeling the deep, painful ache of our hearts
Being pulled and stretched and torn.
But numbness means missing out on the exhilarating joy of being known.
The joy of being seen, just as we are.
The joy of being accepted.
The joy of being called worthy.
The joy of hearing the God of the Universe say “You are enough”.
It is only when we step out from the shadows and let the light shine on us
We see ourselves as God sees us.
We see who He created us to be;
Quirky and insightful and creative and wise.
He knit me together and gave me a unique soul.
I am one-of-a-kind.
He knit you together and gave you a unique soul.
You are one-of-a-kind.
In that place of power, we look shame directly in the eye and say, “You are a liar.”
Now we know the truth.
We leave safety to find freedom abounds.
We are free from the fear that held us prisoner.
The sun shines on us, warming our shoulders,
Filling our hearts with peace.
We soak it up, knowing
Just as we are.